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long time no write [01 Mar 2004|10:42am]
[ mood | full ]
[ music | death cab for cutie - tiny vessels ]

i know i haven't wrote in this thing in a while, but now i am, i just haven't known what to write about, and i don't now, so i am just leaving this short to let you know i am alive, goodbye

(4 | aren't ashamed to dance)

[24 Feb 2004|02:18am]
i want to go to sleep and never wake up again. seriously. i'm such a fucking idiot.
(1 | aren't ashamed to dance)

i can sigh [24 Feb 2004|12:11am]
[ mood | relieved ]
[ music | outkast - roses ]

i finally got everything off of my chest, i feel better now, i might talk about it later...
(aren't ashamed to dance)

they stole my money [23 Feb 2004|06:20pm]
the confirmned wapred tour lineup for charlotte, nc. as far as i can see ticketmaster owns my 40 dollars now.

Allister
Amber Pacific
Anatomy of a Ghost
Anti Flag
Atmosphere
Avenged Sevenfold
Bad Religion
Billy Talent
Bouncing Souls
Casualties, The
Chronic Future
Code of the Cutz Stage
Coheed and Cambria
Dynamite Boy
Erks, The
Faith Called Chaos, A
Flogging Molly
From Autumn To Ashes
From First to Last
Guttermouth
Hidden in Plain View
International Noise Conspiracy, The
Jackson
Lars Frederiksen & The Bastards
Left Alone (BBQ BAND)
Lennon
Letter Kills
Matchbook Romance
Melee
Motion City Soundtrack
New Found Glory
Over It
Rise Against
Rufio
Saosin
Senses Fail
Simple Plan
Story of the Year
Sugarcult
Taking Back Sunday
Tiger Army
Tossers, The
Underminded
Vandals, The
Yellowcard

other shows worth mentioning:

march 15th - bayside/ace's basement
march 17th - the get up kids/cat's cradle
march 24th - thrice/tremont music hall
april 6th - slipknot/milleninum center
april 18th - brand new/cat's cradle
april 19th - death cab for cutie/cat's cradle

wow this summer is going to be awesome, by the way it's setting up.
(2 | aren't ashamed to dance)

and the reason we cry is sutlle, so stay alert [23 Feb 2004|05:45pm]
[ mood | thirsty ]
[ music | incubus - megolamaniac ]

wow, today was filled with so much excitement!!!! i couldn't take it all in at once, so much to do! well i woke up at one, not having to go to school is great. i got online and downloaded some bright eyes, which is sitll downloading by the way, the same songs, damn dial-up. i talked to the lovely ashton, [info]ashielou, since she stayed out of school today, and now here i am writing this journal entry. i figured out what kind of car i am getting when i sell my eclipse, and here it is...



an acura integra! sexy! i have no clue what else to write about so i am cutting this one short, goodbye

(aren't ashamed to dance)

something for you to do [23 Feb 2004|01:05am]
[ mood | content ]
[ music | yellowcard - ocean avenue ]

answer the questions in the lj cut, and show you aren't ashamed to dance!







i'm not ashamed to dance!!! )
(aren't ashamed to dance)

i'm so lost now [23 Feb 2004|12:40am]
[ mood | sad ]
[ music | gorillaz - clint eastwood ]

wash your brain is closed!!!! *tear*...

(aren't ashamed to dance)

give me an 's' [23 Feb 2004|12:20am]
[ mood | hyper ]
[ music | bjork - pagan poetry ]

another oh so joyous night at the lovely sonic. it was great! i got burned in five places, and i got grease all over me, it was the most fun i have encountered in a while. well i did meet someone new. we only exchanged about 4 or 5 words, but i got that "feeling," you know, i see her on wednesday again, after i enjoy my two days of rest, and my break from the enticing smell of grease and old hot dogs. i swear i should market that scent and call it 'essence of fry'.

well anyways, wow i say that a lot in my journal entries, how about another one "well, anyways". yay! wow i am officially a loser. i'm not really sure what to write about, i'm having oodles of mixed feelings right now about everything. what to do about school. just work now and save money. or begin looking for a school. move out on my own. or stay at home. i don't know.

i need to get a life up here, besides my damn computer, and work. anyone that i know up here, want to do anything? anytime? i know that i have never met you in person, but still. ha. comment and let me know.

oh and i am selling my car, any recomendations on a new one?

(aren't ashamed to dance)

super jealous [22 Feb 2004|04:02pm]
[ mood | jealous ]
[ music | pretty girls make graves - the new romance ]

i am extremely jealous of ashton's, [info]ashielou, 300zx, not fair, my 95' eclipse doesn't even come close, well that could be because it is stock, and because it's a piece of shit on wheels, but yeah. her 300zx is a sexy automobile. *drools*

(2 | aren't ashamed to dance)

an echo a stain [22 Feb 2004|02:12pm]
[ mood | mellow ]
[ music | bjork - an echo a stain ]

She touched
My arm
And smiled

One of these days
Soon
Very soon
Love you 'til then
Love you 'til then

Feel my breath
On your neck
And your heart
Will race

Don't say no to me
You can't say no to me
I won't see you
Denied

I'm sorry you saw that
I'm sorry he did it
An echo
A stain
A stain

I can't say no to you
I can't say no to you
Say nothing

Free falling
Complete






bjork is the best ever...
if you don't agree i sympathize for you...
comment if you love bjork...

(aren't ashamed to dance)

as thirty dialouges bleed into one [22 Feb 2004|02:57am]
[ mood | numb ]
[ music | death cab for cutie - the new year ]

lonely.
i need someone.






sjdsjals....
(aren't ashamed to dance)

phonograph of love [22 Feb 2004|01:52am]
[ mood | okay ]
[ music | death cab for cutie - lightness ]

ahhh! i love my new background image! it took me forever and a half to find a phongraph pictue i actually liked, and i found one, and i love it. hahah yeah. okay enough about my new background, even though it's the new hottness. today, was a decent day. nothing exciting happened, but nothing horrible did, so that levels it out to being decent. i worked from five to midnight, such fun. it's my third day, so i had to learn how to close, which i already knew how to do seeing as i was employed at sonic for almost a year, but they still wanted to reinforce the "skills". how is cleaning a grill, and mopping a floor a skill. silly fast food managers, i'm shocked they didn't send me to hamburger college, no wait, that's mcdonalds. anyways, i was working with an older mexican woman who didn't know more than 2 words of english at the most, so she just kept spewing out a bunch of spanish, but it sounded more like someone drowning. so yeah, as i said nothing special, but nothing horrible.

i don't even think anyone reads my journal. so if anyone out there actually does read this nonsense, leave me a comment telling me. thank you.

anyways, i'm going to go find something to make a new lj icon with. i'll probably be writing in here when i do, proclaiming my lack of artistic abilities, by showing you the new icon. i know your looking forward to it.

(4 | aren't ashamed to dance)

until we recreate our bodies. we all fall. [20 Feb 2004|05:07pm]
[ mood | blah ]
[ music | the postal service - the district sleeps alone tonight ]

yeah, i got really bored, this is my fourth entry today? pathetic.. ha.


a boring survey, read only if you must )

my name spelled out )

(2 | aren't ashamed to dance)

just a little bit closer [20 Feb 2004|02:31pm]
[ mood | artistic ]
[ music | the white stripes - seven nation army ]

love.
leads to hate.
so why love.
to fill a void.
to pass the time.
or just to feel like there is a reason to live.
love knows no bound.
supposidly.
that's bullshit.
you think you love someone.
then just because you aren't.
the best-looking.
the skinniest.
or the best dresses.
you can't have it.
love is what we all hate.
when we don't have it.
we want it.
and when we have it.
we don't need it.
who thought of this "love".
someone who wanted to make people suffer.
give people a reason to die.
make me wonder why.
i admit it.
i want love.
but do i really.
do i just need a reason to make myself feel better.
i think so.
that's sad.
how does one describe love.
is it possible.
does it even exist.
or just something we want to exist.
whatever it is.
it makes the world feel like shit.
valentine's day.
is evil.
making the losers who can't get someone.
feel like nothing.
fuck love.
i don't need it.
i wish.
it was that easy.
but it's not.
i don't care.
fuck love.
anyways.



yeah, i know, i wrote that quick, but i thought it to be good, so there it is. enjoy kiddies. muahah.
(aren't ashamed to dance)

emo and loving it [20 Feb 2004|02:11pm]
[ mood | giddy ]
[ music | finger eleven - one thing ]

i'm happy.
no idea why.
this could be a good thing.
or the beginning of a downward spiral.
i just heard a really great song.
finger eleven, one thing.
listen to it.
i smell marijuana.
i can die now.
smile empty soul is on.
gah.
they are horrible.
no talent.
i need someone.
a girlfriend.
so lonely.


"do you remember what the music meant?" - pretty girls make graves

i'm going to go write now, if i like it, it will make it's way here, if not, it will rot in hell.
(aren't ashamed to dance)

confused.. [20 Feb 2004|12:41pm]
[ mood | confused ]
[ music | death cab for cutie - we laugh indoors ]

what do i do?

move?

but where to?

back to indian trail?

or somewhere new and different?

i don't know...

confused.

what would you do?

comment.. please..
(aren't ashamed to dance)

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